It's been a long time since my last update. But for tonight, just some "Luahan Hati" of mine. Do read.

oh well hello people, yeah I don't even know why I said that coz none of you guys would read this. hmm so firstly assalamualaikum and bismillah. Tomorrow is the day. I mean like the big day. For all those suffers, sacrifices, that I had done for this year. yeah I will get the return tomorrow. well technically, I was hoping for a straight A's of course. But the question now is, WAS THAT POSSIBLE for me? hmm ma and abah, I really hope that you guys could read this, and understand my feelings. I am so YAKIN that tomorrow I could prove to you guys that I am not like what you guys expect me to be. yeah I am so afraid to tell this but WHAT IF, WHAT IF, WHAT IF and WHAT IF I cannot fullfil your wishes towards me? I mean not getting 8. ya this was not a doa pun. but what if. I really want you guys to know that I've tried my best. even though it's a last minute study, but I am satisfied with my hard works. and for now I am so cuak with my Sejarah. pleasee GRAPH turunnn :( and if tomorrow I need to see sad faces for both of you, I am truly sorryyyy. maybe I am not like other son and daughters of yours. ya quite stubborn. but I will prove it to you guys that GAGAL SEKALI TIDAK BERMAKSUD GAGAL SELAMANYA. it might hurt for the time being. but yeah, we will reap what we sow. kan? so I tawakkal to Allah SWT for what he gonna give me tomorrow. Insyaallah 8. Amin ya rabbal al aminnn (:

Monday hihihi <3

It's 3 o'clock in the morning. Conversations got boring. lol can't sleep. Eyes wide open. Tomorrow wake up when the sun tegak atas kepala. great. The cycle of life. wtv 

Al-Fatihah tok abah. semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat amin.

ohmygod today was a shit day seriously. We F3 supposed to sit on our Maths paper using computer. But then so many errors and problems. Postpone. But besides that. pity to all the teachers. especially cikgu AB and cikgu Jun. They really worked the best for all of us. Maybe it will be postponed to tomorrow. God nevermind. I'll accept everything as long as they didn't cancelled the exam. I cannot rely on my paper 2 only. It's too hard. I bet I could get 30/60 or even below. God life of being a form 3 is so horror. Wished for the best. Pray to gog every minutes or second if needed. oh and Alya Ramli sits beside meee. yeayyy always there for meee muahhh <3 okay continue onlining boiiiiii

I just need shoulder to cry on.

Why? is it hard to have this feeling? Why is it so hard for you to at least say HIIIIII. god you drive me crazy all day. I can't wait to go back to school seriously. I have friends, sisters, books and for sure a perfect life there. I miss mom and dad so much. Cepatlah balik rumah :/