It's been a long time since my last update. But for tonight, just some "Luahan Hati" of mine. Do read.

oh well hello people, yeah I don't even know why I said that coz none of you guys would read this. hmm so firstly assalamualaikum and bismillah. Tomorrow is the day. I mean like the big day. For all those suffers, sacrifices, that I had done for this year. yeah I will get the return tomorrow. well technically, I was hoping for a straight A's of course. But the question now is, WAS THAT POSSIBLE for me? hmm ma and abah, I really hope that you guys could read this, and understand my feelings. I am so YAKIN that tomorrow I could prove to you guys that I am not like what you guys expect me to be. yeah I am so afraid to tell this but WHAT IF, WHAT IF, WHAT IF and WHAT IF I cannot fullfil your wishes towards me? I mean not getting 8. ya this was not a doa pun. but what if. I really want you guys to know that I've tried my best. even though it's a last minute study, but I am satisfied with my hard works. and for now I am so cuak with my Sejarah. pleasee GRAPH turunnn :( and if tomorrow I need to see sad faces for both of you, I am truly sorryyyy. maybe I am not like other son and daughters of yours. ya quite stubborn. but I will prove it to you guys that GAGAL SEKALI TIDAK BERMAKSUD GAGAL SELAMANYA. it might hurt for the time being. but yeah, we will reap what we sow. kan? so I tawakkal to Allah SWT for what he gonna give me tomorrow. Insyaallah 8. Amin ya rabbal al aminnn (: